4 Year Crisis?!?!?!

Okay so here's the thing-
Back in 2007 I was 7 months into Hair School, my boyfriend just broke up with me, my confidence dropped to it's lowest, I was feeling so empty for many reasons in my life at the time.... and I had long blond healthy hair...

 One thing I have learned since then is that changing my hair is a way that I deal with my emotions, it was also my way of rebelling if that makes any sense. So back to my story... after all this was going on I decided to CHOP off my hair and color it BLACK. It was short and spiky in the back and a faux hawk on top, that was my way of dealing with what all that I was going through at the that time. Soon after I regretted it and it seems like I have been trying to get my hair back to the way it was in the picture above for 4 years now. It is now longer and blonder and I'm still feeling like it's not right....am I just not a blond anymore? Or will I just really never be happy with my hair? One thing I hate about my blond hair is how damaging it is. I really would LOVE  to find a hair color and just stick with it....it causes me so much grief changing it, but I feel like if it was where I loved it right now then I wouldn't feel the need to change it...Gar is convinced though that no matter how much I like I'm going to eventually change it, and that really troubles me. 

So I'm asking for your opinion and help What should I do????

Here are some of my ideas..... 
I'm in the middle- It's a darker brown with some blond pieces going through it.                                                                     

 Next-

 Or do I just stay blond?!?!?! 
Please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

Laurie's # 3! Crazy!

My sister Laurie had her little cute guy on Tuesday! She was supposed to be induced but ended up going into labor on her own! She was so happy!!! It was her best labor and delivery she has had which is funny because it happened to be the only one where she didn't have an epidural..... she got the shot, but the doctor forgot to hook it up so there was nothing coming out when she pressed the button, what a trooper! She looked so good after!!! They named the cute little guy JAXON.

 

I just love this BUG!

The Holidays

This was mine and Garett's 3rd Christmas together and our first with Charly! She's still way to little to know what was going on but we were still so excited to give her the presents we got. Christmas Eve we went to my parents house and did the traditional yummy dinner, program, sit on santa's lap, and sibling gift exchange. For part of the program we did the nativity scene and Charly was the baby Jesus...it's so crazy because I can still remember when I got to be Mary.  Christmas day was we endulged in all of Joey's great cooking...she worked so hard that day and kept everyone well fed with lots of yummy food! We were able to spend time with family and just relax!

New Years Eve was so much fun! We decided we would do a meat fondue, eat treats, and play games! We had Anj and Gar come over and enjoy this yummy new tradition with us and it all just had so much fun...Lots of laughs!

CHARLY'S BLESSING
Charly was blessed today, and Gar gave her a beautiful blessing. I can't believe she will already be 3 months old tomorrow. She is "talking" so much, it's the cutest thing! She is such a happy baby and we feel so blessed to have her in our lives.